Kiyotsune 清経
Taira-no-Kiyotsune committed suicide. He dove into the sea
at Yanagigaura, Kyushu (the westernmost islands among the four
biggest Japanese Islands). Before his death, he ordered Awazu-no-Samuro,
a retainer, to bring his hairs to his wife as his memory.
Samuro came back to Kyoto and visited Kiyotsune's wife. He said
to her. "Kiyotsune committed suicide, because he was afraid
that he might be killed by the rank and file in a battle. He chose
the suicide as an honorable death." The wife was shocked
to hear the story. "Recently, I have heard that Kiyotsune
survived in the latest war in Kyushu. Why dare he terminate his
own life? I could accept his death, if he had been lost in a battle
or he died from a disease. He must have been lunatic to commit
a suicide." She wept bitterly, exhausted, and fell asleep.
In her dream, Kiyotsune appeared. She blamed him of leaving
her alone, of irresponsibly lost his life. Kiyotsune told a long
story of the days of war. How he was anxious and lonely and felt
helplessly. The Heike continuously lost wars. He went to a famous
shrine (Usa Hachiman-gu) to pray for Heike's luck, but nothing
good happened. He felt abandoned and could not find any hope in
the future. One night, in the clear moon light, after he played
flute and sang songs, he jumped into the sea and killed himself.
Then he showed a scene of a battle in hell. He continued, "Since
I prayed to Buddha at the very last moment of my life, I was saved
from the torture of hell." Then he disappeared from her dream.