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         Shorties
         
         
         Most of these very short pieces were written for the
         'cover spot' in the Mainichi Weekly (a space that only
         allows about 400 words) ... very good training to try and
         say something concisely! 
         
         
         "Your
         train for Shinjuku has arrived,
         sir", intones my imaginary servant. I thank him, and step
         aboard ...
          
         You buy your ticket from a machine at the door, then go and
         stand behind one of the diners as he sits at the counter
         eating.
          
         Stars! Until that moment, I hadn't 
         known what the word meant.
          
         They do the same things, eat the same things, and 
         say the same things, over and over
         again, in an endless, mindless routine. 
         [Living Fossils] 
          
         ... anybody willing to get down on the floor and wrestle
         with him like Terry does is going to be his true
         friend for life.
          
         I believe I heard the word 'vinegar' muttered under his
         breath ... [Man of no
         Taste]
          
         ... one of the major signs of the changing seasons, and
         people seem to become quite nostalgic when they first hear
         them each fall. [Autumn
         Friends]        
          
         
         ... a never-ending source of amazement that Japanese houses, 
         even quite new ones, can be so cold and uncomfortable. 
         ['Insular' Attitudes]
          
         Grey dust and white, charred bone fragments - all tumbled
         out together. [Grandad's Last
         Journey]         
          
         No sooner do I step through the door into the
         shop, whether small local one or
         large department store, than I can feel the sweating start.
          
         ... rough and
         tumble on public transport in
         order to get a place; using elbows and umbrellas to cut in
         past 'weaker' people; and men arguing with women for the
         last seats on a bus. 
          
         ... surrounded
         by models, robots, and books on dinosaurs. Now there's a kid
         I could talk to! [Childish
         Children]         
          
         
         This is a very wide and spacious country; 
         there are many peaceful places in which to unwind. 
         [The Great Escape]
          
         He wore heavy work gloves, reached out to each branch of the
         tree, and quickly stripped it of all the leaves.
         [Hand-picked
         Convenience]
          
         How is it that our traditional calendar seasons so poorly
         match the reality around us? [Out of
         Step]
          
         ... magically transported from dirty, dusty Tokyo, to a
         place far away in the clean countryside. To a country valley
         in autumn. [Take a Deep
         Breath]
          
         Even though my 'rational' mind understands how it is done,
         with radio, satellites, fiber-optics, etc., it still remains
         a mystery. [Around the World
         ...]
          
         
         ... a wide swath of white hair, in a place where 
         I know there had been none earlier in the day ... 
         [Step Right Up!]]
          
         
         ... these people simply amass a large pile of 
         stamps, stick them in albums, and aim mostly for
         quantity. 
          
         Visitors to our home watch wide-eyed. "Ii, desu ne!" they
         inevitably say. [Three out of
         Four ...]
          
         Or is it just that I am such a boring, unadventurous person? Perhaps 
         I'd better not probe too deeply ... [Locked into a Routine]
          
         I finally, finally had the experience that I have been waiting for ever 
         since first setting foot in this country back in 1981. 
         [At Last!]
          
         Japan is currently in a kind of golden age, just as England was about 
         forty years ago, when I was a very young child. 
         [Golden Age]
          
         ... some of them joke about the length of the rainy season 
         in that country ... 12 months! 
         [Grey Skies]
          
         
         ... just about the most gloriously happy music ever written 
         [200-year old Sunshine]
          
         
         I made the trip full of high expectations ... for some glorious meals! 
         [Great Expectations]
          
         
         ... just grit my teeth, and look forward to those delicious hours of silence 
         [Happy Listening]
          
         
         ... nothing more important than ensuring that they grow up with 
         knowledge of how to live in harmony with nature. 
         [Key to a Better World]
          
         
         I'll try and pretend that I'm ten years old again ... 
         [Don't Shoot!]
          
         
         I did encounter something though, that I hadn't expected to  
         ever see in a typical Japanese family home. 
         [Cold Outside ...]
          
         
 
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         Living Together
         
         
         A single father with two teenage daughters - certainly no
         shortage of things to write about!
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         ... at bath time one evening very soon,
         they will kick me out, from that day on taking their bath
         together, leaving me no option but to have mine alone.
         [Three's Company]
          
         ... pre-ordained more than eleven years ago, the day I found
         out that our yet-to-be-born child was an 'XX' type ...
         [A
         Permanent Problem]
          
         
         If my father had written little personal essays like these 
         during the years I was a child, would that now help me to 
         understand who he was ... who he is? 
         [The Real David ...]
          
         
         I took a pencil and went through the list marking 
         those items that sounded to me like they would be a good 
         name for a young girl. 
         [What's in a Name?]
          
         
         
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         In their eyes, I am thus a bit of a 'troublemaker', blurring 
         those previously clear roles, and stirring up problems. 
         [Off to Market]
                   
         
         I couldn't keep my eyes away from the
         clock. It was moving so slowly. Was it broken? 
         [Time Stands Still ...]
          
         
         This leaves me in the somewhat uncomfortable 
         position of holding all the 'power' in the household. 
         [Needy Children]
          
         
         ... hearing words come out that make you think that this 
         kid must have been living with somebody else for all these years? 
         [A Man's Work ...]
          
         
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         General Interest
         
         Things to say ... and stories to tell ...
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         Her voice was soft, but she spoke with confidence; her
         clothes were quietly elegant. This Fading
         Flower moved about with grace ...
          
         When we get near the end of the line and look back, will it
         be the 'free and easy times' that we recall with pleasure
         ... [Cultivating a
         Satisfying Life]
          
         
         ... they seem to have created a formula for living and 
         working together that very few others have been able to find. 
         [Partners]
          
         
         ... for some reason I was playing by Japanese rules 
         in a western world. 
         [Yes or No?]
          
         ... far more than those more overt propagandists, it is
         actually the 'familiar'
         essayists who are the most
         effective at philosophical guidance.
          
         
         .. couldn't we somehow set up a society where I could be 
         productive without having to behave like a robot ... 
         [Heigh Ho, Heigh Ho ...]
          
         I am waiting for that big day when the astronomers will
         announce the news that they have finally discovered evidence
         of other civilizations out there in space somewhere.
         [Just Like You ...]
          
         We should not cry, "It's such a shame!" when we hear of a
         master craftsman with no apprentices by his side learning
         the trade. [Traditional Craft ...]
          
         ... the stuff just seemed to come welling up from inside
         him, to spill over and flood the room with melody. Every
         note the guy played was musical.
          
         It seemed like the normal thing to do. After all, everybody
         has a job, don't they? [Get a Life]
          
         And there on the back of his truck, was a brand new mountain
         bike. A 21-geared, super-lightweight, mountain bike.
         [Re-Cycle Adventure]
          
         Do two kids who sleep side by side, study side by side, play
         side by side, and bathe side by side, have a different
         relationship than two who have private rooms for these
         functions? [No Place like Home]         
          
         Although it would symbolize full entry into this society,
         real practical acceptance could only come from one's
         actions: from living among Japanese people in a Japanese way
         ... [Fill in the
         Blank]        
          
         Oversize pointed ears, tiny beady eyes, and a mouth
         bristling with needle-like fangs, none of them longer than a
         millimeter, but appearing huge in the tiny visage of this
         Unusual
         Guest.
          
         
         It seemed as though we were rather sitting in front of a 
         fireplace ... glowing, mysterious flickering motion in a darkened room ... 
         [Fire and Water]
          
         Each item a simple accessory for living, but taken all
         together ... what a monstrous pile our Possessive
         Possessions make!
          
         ... during the conversation you find yourself in the ridiculous 
         situation of bowing to somebody you can't even see! 
         [All Together Now]
          
         
         ... hiding peas one by one atop the wooden support 
         bars under the table top ... 
         [Carrots, Again?]
          
         
         ... they must have had some kind of bad experience in a 
         similar situation at a previous time, and had thus been 
         'trained' to expect trouble from foreigners. 
         [Troublemakers]
          
         
         There are great opportunities for personal expression 
         in this slipper-donning ritual, and the performance 
         can actually reach virtuosic heights. 
         [Green Plastic of Home ...]
          
         
         ... as one learns characters and words, one by one they 
         become visible, until finally the complete picture stands clear. 
         [Book a Train Trip]
                     
                  
         The music I've been writing with the assistance of my 
         new computer certainly isn't going to climb very high 
         in the 'charts', but that's not the point. 
         [Becoming a User]
          
         
         No sooner is that last line written ("I want only to be with 
         you!") and our name appended, than the desire to have the 
         letter safely delivered to her waiting hands starts to mount. 
         (For she is waiting, of course!)  
         [Romeo, Romeo ...]
                 
         
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         He was walking back and forth among the tree branches
         overhanging the building, carrying a small, flat basket.
         [Autumn Leaves]
          
         ... to program computers and fix motorcycles, to study
         physics and learn silkscreen printing, to learn geometry and
         how to cook a meal. [Head vs
         Hands]         
          
         
         I still haven't been able to get over the feeling that I 
         am living somewhere 'special', somewhere very, very special. 
         [Exotic Shinjuku]
          
         Not if I live to be a hundred years old will I ever be able
         to afford to buy a piece of land here adequate for building
         a comfortable house. [Homeless ...]
          
         
         ... 'game over'. I had completely failed at whatever it was 
         the program was expecting me to do. 
         [Level Playing Field]
          
         
         Once I felt ready to start work, I began with the most important 
         place - the bookshelves! 
         [On the Shelf]
          
         ... so super-critical of his own compositions that he burned
         many of them rather then permit them to be heard in public.
         [When, Oh When?]         
          
         
         ... some mad machine, spinning faster, faster, faster, until
         one day it must inevitably fly apart in chaos. 
         [Faster! Faster!]
          
         
          Park Interlude
         
         Japan could retaliate, spraying grass killer 
         over parks overseas ...
          
         I don't think he really understands well what has happened 
         to him over the past couple of years ... 
         [In the Park]
          
         Archery Suite
         
         ... in the sixth and final lesson, he
         might perhaps let us fit arrows into our bows, and try
         shooting. [Seeing is
         Believing]
                  
           
         If I have on something with no buttons down the front, they
         know that it must be Wednesday ... archery lesson day!
         [On the Hot Seat]
          
         ... slowly raised my bow, tried to think of nothing, and let
         the arrow fly, unconcerned 
         about where it would strike.
          
        I had been emulating Mr. Mitty during my carving hours somewhat 
         more than I'd care to admit. 
         [How to Lose Friends]
           
         
         A limb of an old and gnarled tree stretched out, and some 
         of the gates and doors stood ajar, allowing glimpses of silent 
         gardens and ancient buildings. 
         [Walls Within Walls]
          
         ... coming home from school, I would open the house door and 
         know instantly what was waiting in the kitchen. 
         [Oooh, That Smell!]
          
         I do not find the concept of 'self-sacrifice' a particularly noble idea ... 
         [In the Red]
          
         
         ... how much they need editing; how clumsy many of the 
         sentences are, and how poor I am at expressing ideas clearly. 
         [Who Cares?]
          
         
         ... diving head first out the door at 10,000 feet for a 
         free-fall lasting nearly a minute, swooping and 
         sliding around the sky, and then opening the wing-shaped 
         chute and flying it home to the target spot. 
         [Golden Boys]
          
         
         It's just simply pleasure to be together with an interesting, 
         intelligent and attractive woman.  
         [Side by Side]
          
         
         Whether I had turned left or turned right that day nine 
         years ago, I would probably still be in pretty 
         much the same position now. 
         [Left, Right ...]
          
         
         I stuffed coins into every pocket I could find in my 
         trousers and jacket, front back and inside, and then started home ... 
         [Sing for your Supper]
          
        The double doors opened out away from us, pulled back by unseen 
        hands, and we rose to our feet ... 
         [Imperial Poetry Ceremony]
          
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         Canada '96 
         Snapshots and Impressions
         
         
         Impressions of Canada after a return trip there ten years
         after moving away. Our Japanese friends might find them entertaining, 
         and who knows, perhaps they might be encouraged to visit 
         that beautiful place themselves ... 
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         I have never really liked the traditional idea of being 
         forced to bring back an o-miyage, a souvenir, for every 
         single person in the community back home. 
         [Introduction]
            
        There are a few causes for the Tokyo cheating - the first 
        and strongest of which is the extremely high cost of 
        transportation in this city. 
        [Trains of Two Cities]
          
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         ... the contrast between their display of rather scrawny 
         (and very expensive) vegetables and the mounds of fat, 
         juicy and very healthy-looking ones here couldn't be stronger. 
         ['Capers']
            
         ... a horseshoe-shaped counter with red-topped stools 
         arrayed around it, along one wall a half dozen booths, 
         and up on one wall a menu board made of some kind of 
         grooved black material in which white letters were 
         arranged to spell out the 'Daily Specials'. 
         [Lunch in a Time Slip]
          
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         A few seconds later, I stood back in amazement and stared. 
         There was my rock, balanced 'upside-down' on a small point. 
         [Balancing Act]
            
         Even though I thus have no actual photographs to show you, 
         I do have a collection of remembered 'images' 
         [Snapshots]
          
         
         They find a cheap hole in the wall space on a back street 
         somewhere, clean it up, put in a few tables and chairs, scribble 
         a menu on the wall, and go to it. 
         [Where to Tonight?]
          
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Also in the 'collection' ... these other pieces ...
 
   - 'Seditious Beauty' - a
   piece that tries to show the impact that art can have on society ...  
   
   
 - 'Karuta' - a story on the
   Japanese playing cards, written for the Japan Quarterly magazine
   
   
 - 'Art Jottings' - a
   column containing short pieces about my printmaking work that I
   wrote for the Mainichi Weekly for one year from April 1995 ...
   
   
 - 'Honobono Life' - more
   short pieces for the Mainichi Weekly
      
   
 -  - The keynote
   speech given at the inauguration of the Hamura International Exchange
   Association
   
   
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